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yeah i'm a fag [15 Feb 2007|08:32pm] [ mood | blank. ] [ music | hows it gonna be ] i never knew how lonely it would actually be. everythings unbearable. days seems so much longer. i wake up to counting down the hours til i can go back to sleep.

what i want more than anything [04 Jan 2007|01:33am] is just to have someone to feel anything close to how i do. someone to always be on my side. to understand.

i know life will be good when i move out [30 Nov 2006|12:01am] i'm doing good in school, i passed my drug test, &i love the friends that are good to me. i'm so over all these people who think that there somewhat cool. whateverrr. &i think i might take a baking class with mikey at pierce.=]

there has to be more, [13 Oct 2006|12:33am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | the scientist. ] please tell me theres more to life than this.

no subject. [24 Sep 2006|04:45pm] [ mood | . ] [ music | le chanson de slogan. ] i feel so bipolar lately. one minute i think i have everything the next i'm feeling miserable. like not being able to deal with all thats on my plate. but of course i'm never one for complaning about life so i'll go on pretending that i haven't lost half my friends, or that my mom isn't a complete bitch. i can't wait to get out of high school and get a place to myself. 1 shot.

[13 Aug 2006|10:49pm] [ mood | apathetic. ] [ music | rotting. ] this isn't how i pictured my life to be like. everything has become repetitive. friends that use to be close don't mean anything anymore. people i used to care about aren't in my life anymore. my usual weekends aren't what they used to be. i don't feel the same. i don't know if this is all good or bad. 4 shot.

[31 Jul 2006|10:31pm] [ mood | surprised ] [ music | fuck im dead. ] haha that made me realize a few things.

aweeeesome [16 Jul 2006|12:21am] people are so unreliable. i can't wait to turn 18 and get the fuck out of here. lfkjgtfljdd.

who would of thought? [04 Jul 2006|11:53pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the like. ] sup at me having a boyfriend 8 shot.

best friends birthday. [06 Jun 2006|12:00am] [ mood | ilovedonyaa ] [ music | november. ] i love you so much donya, happy 16th birthday. <3 8 shot.

way to lose my respect [16 May 2006|06:26pm] [ mood | fuucckk ] [ music | yoou ] knowing my friends don't have my back is cool 12 shot.

to the only person i've tried to be perfect for. [27 Apr 2006|07:00pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | fur elise. ] the worst feeling is to put yourself out there and get nothing in return.   well i give up. 19 shot.

=] [16 Apr 2006|08:41pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | XOXOXO ] somehow i feel whole again, although this is probably only temporary. i need a job really bad, i think i'm gonna try and work at subway or something. I BEST GET FREE SANDWICHES. oh yeah, and i love my friends. 10 shot.

[03 Apr 2006|10:11pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | about her. ] the things that should feel good don't anymore, i hate complaining but i hate not feeling anything more. the next few weeks are gonna be weird and hard, i hope i don't screw up too many things. oyy it's been a long time since i've been on livejournalll. wow. 10 shot.

[20 Mar 2006|05:04pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | towering flesh. ] it's called getting my life back together =]

yeah it's really cool knowing no one really gives a shit anymore. [29 Jan 2006|08:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | fornicate. ] why can't i just make everyone happy? take me back to those days.

are you still desperate? get broken.regenerate.&.ressurect. [02 Jan 2006|03:47am] [ mood | cold. ] [ music | tear you apart. ] every word out of your mouth is a lie. the only difference between me then, and me now, is this time i won't choose to believe you anymore. goodbye 2005, & hello 2006.

[29 Dec 2005|12:08am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | DONYA & ANDREW BOTH SCREAMING HAPPY B-DAY ] well today is my birthday & DONYA & ANDREW ARE MY BEST FRIENDS!! I LOVE LIFE

. [24 Dec 2005|05:59pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | . ] the only thing that sucks about not having a family is getting less presents.

lots and lots of random pictures i never posted. [18 Dec 2005|07:56pm] [ mood | thoughtful. ] [ music | when girls telephone boys. ] i've realized people never change, myself included. ( our story's getting old, and i'm getting tired of telling it. )

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